(Source: jonwithabullet)
The only thing that chases away bad thoughts sometimes.
Even if just for a short while.
It makes me upset.
I need to engage some of Lorraine’s advice here I think.
Stop putting others at the foreground. I can still be there for my friends and not have them affect my every move.
Look after yourself for once.
Easier said than done!
However, I got some flowers this afternoon off Jocelyn. Purple, my favourite colour. She makes me so happy. And she gave me a card with such a cute kitten on the front, and the message inside the card made me well up. “I know you’re worrying about things at the moment, but please remember I am always here for you and will help you in every way I can.”
I’ve never received flowers before. I would have loved for the first bunch of flowers I got to be from someone who I was with, but ones off her are just as bloody good. So lucky to have her in my life.
Remi and Mel on one side, Jocelyn and James on the other, me in the middle on my larry loner.
Urgh.
I dislike this whole single malarky rather a lot. Couples annoy me when I’m single. Yeah, I’m horrible I know.
Urrrrgh.